Seriously just shut the fuck up.  I’m sorry but you’re on my last nerve and I’m about to freak the fuck out on you.  I’m the type of person who can take being annoyed but only for so long until it becomes too much and I just blow up.  We were such good friends in the beginning of the year and now all you do is annoy the shit out of me.  First of all you’re not cute when you raise your voice at me so I suggest you stop before I get in your face and at the rate your going that won’t be long from now.  You’re honestly just one of the rudest, most conceited people I know and I’m beyond done with it.  Have a nice life, I’m done putting up with your shit :)

What is wrong with me?  I have this great guy in my life and I won’t let myself just be happy with him.  We’ve been talking for a little over two months now and at first it wasn’t anything serious, I wasn’t even sure it was going to go anywhere and now here I am wondering why the hell I can’t be with him.  My family loves him which makes me like him that much more and I know he wants to be with me he’s brought it up so many times and every time I just shut him down by changing the subject.  The thing is I’m crazy about this kid and I want to be with him more than anything, I’m just scared.  My last relationship was a hell hole, and I know these two guys are nothing alike but that doesn’t change the fact that I was hurt, cheated on, lied to, walked all over and I never want to feel that way again.  It’s hard to put your trust into someone and give them your heart after being hurt like that and I’m not so sure I’m ready to do that just yet.